Thoughts at 2 in the MorningI wish we had the kind of relationshipwhere we can't keep our hands off of each other,Or be in a room alone without going at it like rabbits,Or even just show affection in public.I wish that we would just spend hoursLying in each other's arms talking about our lives,About our pasts,About our dreams for the future,About every detail of everythingThat is going on in our lives right now.I wish that I didn't care so much,And that I could just let things be the way they are,Be happy with it.I hope that I never loose this feeling,The one that I get every time I'm with you,The one that drives me insane every minute,The one that keeps me from going crazy(at least mostly).I wish that things could just all be simple,But they aren't.
Your BitchWant to chain me to the bed?You know you want to,Just give in.Ligiture marks?All the better.Lascerations?Of course.Beat meTill I scream for mercy.Let the wax drip over my skin.AxphixiaBetter than chocolate,Not as good as blood.I want to surrender all control.Take me over.
Ode to the DisfunctionalCrushed against a wall.Bricks on my face.The ripping of cloth.Pop of buttons.Ropeburn.Breathing.Screaming.Running.Confussion.See you next week.
My Everlasting Kiss of DeathThrashing extacy,Aching eternal.Embrace the pain,So sweet.Feel my teeth,Bubbling nurishment.Smell the copper,Your life is mine.Every night,The same old story.Only yourself to blame,You didn't have to invite me in.
Anthropomorfic PersonificationAre you the one behind me,Stalking like death warmed over,Waiting for your chance,Contemplating in the shadows,Till you can make your move,Unwind my pride,Take my soul,Leave me lifeless?
My EverythingEyesLooking in my window,Boring through my soul.ClawsScratching through the glass,Tearing at my flesh.FangesDriping serpent's venom,Georging on my vains.DeathLeaving with the dawn,Taking my everything away.
Just A Midnight SnackIvory teethSinking slowly deeperInto my tender flesh.Feel my life's bloodFlowingThrough our vains.LockedTogether as one,We share each-other's memories.The sinking extacyPulsing underneath my skin,Every nerve alive.Arch my neck.Feel my essenceMergingInto yours.Body sinkingTo the floor.I'm only an empty shell;Your latest victim,Untill you feed again.
Chained AgainCold unwelcoming steelOn my skinOnce again.The ach in my arms,Smell of the leather,Tast the blood.WhyDo I put myself through this?It might beBecauseYou won't have meAny other way,Don't like meTo be in control,Can't face meUnbound.Or then again,MaybeI just like the sting.
Whatever it TakesIf I changed would you love me more?Maybe if I where a blond?I certainly could usse some fun.Do you secretly prefer green eyesTo my muddy brown?I'll do whatever it takes,Trust me in that.I'll stop wearing makeup,I won't flirt with our friends,Just name your price.When you look to your side,Would you like it if i were there,Or do you want me in the shadows?I can be bold or catious,Gentle or agressive.Just tell me what you want from meAnd I'll give it to you.I can be anything at all,As long as I'm in your arms.